Mini Photoshoot

A mini photoshoot by my amazing hair stylist Sanja Hodzic from Lux De Ville Denver, Colorado

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Hair And Make-Up: Sanja Hodzic: Lux De Ville Salon

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Unexpected Guest

Unexpected Guest: 

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A new day faces you

Will you follow the light of the north or the south?

It is the 7th day I pray 2 thee

To free her of pain and mockery

Screaming at the unborn eye

Of pampered love and strange requests

That only happens when she’s undressed

Pray for death to free your life

From the secret stress

Are we waiting for the unexpected guest?

Get Out! You’re not welcome!

Portraits of pleasure and pain in stained glass treasure

Can you see your reflection?

Pull the trigger it’s not a joke

Slice your wrists and cut your throat

You will be caught in a flood

Without a boat

The only way you’ll be saved is

If you have some hope

Immaculate dreams and pleasurable screams

They push me away

You caused a scene

In purple portraits of love and lust

Will happen no more

All beds will rusts

Here covers a rumor

Wasn’t expected for 7 years

But it came much sooner

We are gathered around the table

In a dim lit room

Stop!

Now take a look around

We are laughing at funerals

And laughing at clowns

Listen, do you here a sound?

Your fate is closer from kissing

The unexpected guest

Will give you no rest

She’ll cry your tears

And pray for death

Will you open your eye little one?

Crackling in the forest

Hiding in trees

Screaming yellow curses

Reacting in pale silver screams

We are engaging in warfare

On the innocent souls

Believing in old fashion ways

Receiving in little ways

Before we kiss deaths tongue

We pray

-Camille

Recommended Reading: Transgender: The Transgender Mirror Effect by: Jessica Hamilton

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Every now and then I like to recommend books and audio books I found helpful in my transition.  I recently listened to Transgender: The Transgender Mirror Effect by Jessica Hamilton (on Audible) and loved it.  It’s a great overview of being transgender and gives valuable insight for those who need an introduction to this world.  If your transgender, you know how many times you need to educate and inform people of this entire lifestyle and choice.  This is a great resource to have ready for those “interview” questions from friends, family and co-workers. I also loved the theory of the Mirroring Effect, I know in my 20’s I tried my best to mirror masculine behavior, but fell short due to my unconscious feminine identity.  Looking into the psychological, social, and biological to create a theory based on the all of their influences helps pull together all aspects and attributes of transgender and transgender development.  The Mirror Effect is a new theory and some people in our community will find it controversal and stiffling.  All in all this is still defiantly a theory worth looking into.

Here is a link to her book and audio book on Amazon

Transgender: The Transgender Mirror Effect by: Jessica Hamilton

 

Happy Reading Darlings

💋 Camille

Time

Time:

Passing time

We are gathered here today

To regard time

Bow your heads

Put it to rest

This future is

By far the best

The labyrinth of emotions

Was brought on by you

What can I say about this beloved soul

Purple at times

Then blue without a goal

The one that will always be by your side

Die within a minute

Reborn at the light

Will it ever depart?

Are you becoming your worst enemy?

Always believe in what you say

It will spite and fall

The very next day

You could be the fool

Walking on a cliff

Rooms awaiting your dreams

The cards say

You are destined for a loss

Unlawful couples in beds of rust

Keep quiet and be careful

Be sure not to break the trust

Look! She’s coming here

Red silky hair

An emotional tear

Come here

Her lips reveal

Whats under her hair

Making statements

On what she considers care

I once had a little game

Winner takes all

It will make you go insane

Lie and cheat

Make your fantasy come true

Someone else started the game

A spiritual love

Is where you belong

-Camille

The Revolution

The Revolution:

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When two are in love

It’s not boy meets girl

It’s girl meets girl

As one

A one night stand

Is the playground

that creates a madman

When a heart is saddened

By the thought of a woman face

The sounds of crying

Caused by lying

Curses made in the dark

Unsheltered hearts look for cover

From the rain of pain

The marching of couples

Creating a revolution

To protect themselves

From the madmen and thieves

Of loves emotions

Possession creates my sword

To protect my world

My life, my soul

Run away for a couple of hours

Up to the wishing well

Throw your words in

Make a wish

Stay with me forever

-Camille