Talk To The Air:
Here we are again my friend
Walking the road of timeless sin
We are married to shattered dreams
A crack in the sky
The kind that makes loved ones cry
and our own heart scream
To finally break free from your soul,
But now where shall we go?
From loving an empty emotion without a goal
A contradiction, an empty kiss
Loneliness calls you her friend,
Then takes you by the hand
Turns you into a woman
Lose yourself in the evening sky
Love yourself in the rain
Change your gender, change your name
You will never be the same
A male memory
Talk to the air,
She’ll always listen
She’ll always care
Even when you feel
Like you’re going nowhere
I want you to break away from the old, create a new
But tonight my love, it’s all up to you
Here I am, a little over a year of HRT. I’m feeling like thing are changing and I’m getting closer and closer to being my true gender 🙂
*Original Artist/Designer unknown. If you know PLEASE let me know so I can give them credit 🙂
I’ve had a couple people ask what happened. So I thought I’d post an update.
I got the NoroVirus which makes food poisoning look like a common cold. I began throwing up around 4am and couldn’t stop. I was even dry heaving and throwing up bike in my sleep. I seriously couldn’t stop.
It got to a point of extreme pain in my stomach and intestines. It wasn’t until I dropped because the pain moved to my intestines, stomach, & chest. I couldn’t stand. I had no idea what was going on, it felt like what I thought a heart attack would feel like.
An ambulance came, took me to the hospital and they began talking blood samples and a CAT Scan.
I did have a virus and it disrupted my entire digest system.
To make a long story short, I got medication, hydrated, and stable enough to go home.
Not very scary but enough to scare the shit out of me.
I’m finally home and resting💜
Thanks everyone for your concern. That fucking virus brought me down hard and fast. I’ll still be down for a couple of days.
Now it’s time to become Camille at work!!!!!